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Rape is, despite what the femi-nazis say, is act of lust and power, while sexual assualt seems to be act of hatred and cruelty. (This is why men who have committed sexual assualt and been castrated continue to attack and harm women.)
In this story, I imagine what it might be like to be used by men who fit my defintion of rapists. Paul"s Strange Gift By Imma Scared
Paul was my first "love", and my first sexual partner. We had dated in high school thru my first year of college. Paul went away to college, which cooled off our relationship, but we remained good friends. In fact, Paul still had keys to my apartment, so that he could stay there whenever he was in town. I really had not been with anyone else, or looked for anyone else since we broke up, so there was little danger he'd find me "occupied"
In some ways, I trusted Paul more than anyone and felt there was nothing I wouldn't tell him, yet when Paul asked me to tell him my sexual fantasies, I was hesitant. Paul was the type of man I wanted to have a relationship with, even marry. But the kind of man I pictured in my mind when I played with my pussy was the exact opposite.
"C'mon, don't be embarrassed, I really want to know", Paul asked. I dunno", I said. "Why don't you tell me why you wanna know, and maybe I'll tell you."
Paul, of all people, blushed! "Well, remember Linda? Whenever we made love, she'd scream out "Rape me Paul, rape me!!" It made me hot as hell, made my dick harder too. I liked pretending I was raping her, at the time. Now Sue tells me she want to play "rape" games. So I wondered did you have those rape fantasies too?"
"Yes, Paul, to be honest I did, and do. Nothing really violent though." Paul grinned at me, "So tell me!" "Okay, here goes: I am over-powered by a man (or men) who are total strangers. They forcibly fuck me, concentrating primarily on me pussy, though they also rape my ass and also force me to suck their cocks. Sometimes I'm tied up, handcuffed or chained, but only as a means of restraint, or to make it easier for the man (or men) to have access to my pussy and/or ass, not as means to inflict pain.
There is no violence (maybe a slap would be okay), The man (men) are big enough and mean-looking enough that only the threat of violence is sufficient to make me submissive to their will. Basically, I want someone to take control so I can be free to really enjoy myself, without being considered a slut."
Paul at this point has unzipped his pants, pulled his more than average sized dick out and is jacking off, "Tell me, do you actually picture the men? What do they look like?"